THANK YOU GOD

If Only

If I could I would remove all your fears

If I could I would remove all your tears

If I could I would make life painless

If I could I would give you all your courage

Dear Hades,

I am defeated.  But it is not over.  You got my strongest soldier and it pains me.  She will come around, you will see.  All those years of loving won't go to waste.  How you wish we give up and surrender.  We are all wounded but she will fight you.  Great evil has risen from unexpected sources but it will NEVER overcome the power of good.  She will come around.  This is her battle and she will fight you.  You will see. 

Dear God,

Why can't we live happily together?  Why does she think that she has to prove herself?  I thought only good will come out of good?  Wasn't I good enough?  Can You make us whole again?  Wasn't I faithful to You all this time?  I think of myself and I am reminded of Job.  Will I suffer the same test?  

P.S. I am just trying my best not to fall apart.  

much love, your faithful servant...phina

NO TO THIS

I say NO to this.
Is that IMPOSING MY THOUGHTS on you?
As if ... you care, right.

WHY

If you feel restrained and suffocated in your home but you can't get away

sometimes it pays to stop and look around you and examine your days

If where you are is not much fun anymore and you get so lonely

and you want to fight for your identity and find yourself

but you always hide yourself and afraid to straighten your ways

At the end of the road, you always lose control

so tell me, how can you ever be happy?

What if there's no more time for another try?

a dozen mistakes does not make things right

a dozen mistakes does not make things right

for laughs

"When a midget attacks, the last thing to do is duck."

sakto lang

shall i dance? or lie?

do i swing? or cry?

jump up and down? or

off the cliff?

live? or just die?

heaven or hell?

yesterday or tomorrow?

now or never?